It's not often in life that moments of rare opportunity present themselves in forms we understand, in the moment they can seem utterly disastrous, but occasionally with a little time and patiences comes clarity and absolution.

Recently I've been the subject of one such event, which has brought about a  careful inquiry into self, life, now and balance. Pondering on experiences and my known world I am left with a new found fascination, energy and awe. Though I might not know what wasn't known already, I have a feeling of somethings more.

Perhaps, the best way to describe it... might be to say I am now paying close attention to, or have a sense of awareness of things and their existence relative to that which they may related with.

and so with clouds parted which once huddled above, do I see, and so I say goodbye, not to anything in particular, but that which I no longer am.